Do you ever feel that painful twinge when you look back on what you've started, done and hopefully achieved at? You know, the things that you try to put to the back of your mind most of the time, but in moments of sadness/bordem/reminiscing they all come flooding back to you with all the emotions you now feel about them. And when I say 'these things' I tend to refer to the happier moments in time; old friends, old places, what could've been, what would've been. I feel a kind of mixed emotion at a lot of these, you want to keep on remembering, but you know that if you carry on, they will only bring sorrow at what you don't have now.
Oh well... life goes on... for now.
Sorry if this doesn't actually make no sense to you at all. There are two possible reasons to this: you have managed to deal with all your past emotions and memories unlike a 'sissie' like me, or you're a cold-hearted Stalinist Communist, whose had all memories and emotions drugged out of their brain.
Eh... whichever?
